February 17, 2014
Today, I have finally secured my exam permit for an entrance exam I will be taking next month.
My cabin crew dreams are at stake and of course, I shall make sure that no matter what happens, I’ll make that dream come true.
I’ve been easily distracted lately and haven’t really – seriously – studied.
What I can say though is that the “normal” way students study doesn’t really work for me.
I can’t be one of those who studies like there is no tomorrow.
Probably because instead of my brain relaxing while studying, it gets pressured too much that I end up not absorbing everything?
Don’t get me wrong..
I cram study a lot and from experience, my brain actually copes up well with that kind of stress.
It is like I absorb even more when I know I really need to understand whatever it is I’m reading.
In this case though..
I’m still not decided what i should do.
Given that it is a VERY long exam, I cannot just cram study last minute cause that will be suicidal.
When I’ll start studying bit by bit..
That I’m still weighing.
I was thinking this Saturday or Monday next week.
I still am not sure what I’m supposed to study!
God knows how badly I want this.
And that I’m willing to do whatever I need to for this.
Wish me luck!
February 15, 2014
I have been losing my focus lately.
Honestly, I have
again succumbed to the lazy life.
I should at least be trying to study for my upcoming entrance exam next month.
What made me lose focus?
That I am not sure.
I sure do hope that when I secure my exam permit on the 17th, the adrenaline will be back and make me want to study.
I have taken their entrance exam before entering college and have passed but then I chose another school.
I don’t know how much this test will be different from the first but I don’t wanna risk not studying even though I have passed this test before without studying.
“My life depends on it”.
Which is really the case because this is what I really want to do in the future and if I don’t pass here, I’m going to have to wait for another term – or even year before I can retake the exam.
And taking it after a term or a year might be too late already.
Any tips on how I can get back on the right track and regain focus again?